Did you ?

Hi Reno , 

How are you ? Ive been thinking of you all the time . 

looks like your happy with your life now ?

You dint called me .. Im waiting for you still .. 

There no one else im looking forward except you . 

I've heard you have another companion in your life . 

You with other girl . Should i distroy your life again like how i used to 

distroyed ur marriage life ? 

IM NOT HAPPY RENO !! NOT HAPPY . 

No one is never on my side, coz afterall i am always and still the bad bad 

girl . Dont you think so ? BAD . 

All our good times ... 

Did you bring you new girl to Seletar Dam and sleep ?

Did you bring her to new places to have dinner ? 

Did you sneak in her office/home ? 

Did ya'll make love in the van ? 

Did you tell her your stories ? 

Was she a nice person ? 

Did she ever hit you ?

Did she massage your legs, head ?

Did she kissed you and tell you she loves you ? 

Did she shave for you or you still shy ?

Did you met her at the middle of the night ?

Did you go to the drive thru ?

Did you watch movies with her like we used to often ?

Did she cried ? 

Have she met ur mom ?

Does you sister got angry of you having r/s with her ? 

Did she called you at a middle of the nite? 

Did you send & fetch her to work ?

Did she fed you while you driving ?

I guess dia teman u keje delivery ? 

Did she cook for you ?

Is her cooking skills better den mine ?

u masih amik ash pergi keje ? 

u masih makan dalam van ? 

u masih gendang lagi tak dekat steering wheel ? 

did she wait for you all night ?

what happen to my vape ?
what happen to my longchamp purse ?

wheres the smiley laughing face emoji and angry face emoji ?

are you still using the wallet yang i kasi you tu ??

did u tell her that you are a great cook ?

did u tell her about your psycho ex gf ?

did u tell her you change a 14 years old girl life . 

and shes 21 now . 

shes  still not matured enough that you choose to leave her 

even after she waited fr you .

Did you told her that we got caught with my dad ? 

Did you tell her everything ?

was she better better than me ?

was she same like me ?

i never waste any chance to take a glance of you everytime 

i terserempak , i feel sad , pain .. but i would still look at you .

You are not my ex ! 

baby i miss you so much .

i remember everything all good and bad things we've been through together .  

Should i confront to you about my feeling again towards you? 

Oh wait you dont care . 

What else should i do ? 

apa lagi yang i nak buat untuk u hereynoe ? 

Please......

You sikit pon takde sifat sayang & rindu kat i ke ? 

I mimpi you , i pikir kan you . 

haiyoo .

How bad is that . 

i now u hate me so much ..

i hope this year raya the first person i will see is you again 

crying kat bawa block dgn takbir raya . 

US TOGETHER . 

thats all i ask from you ..

ya allah , 

aku rindu dia sangat . 

i just wanna meet him and hug him tighly telling him i miss him so much . 

please meet me , i miss you very much . 

I lost my soul please find even if you dont choose to keep me .