new start

assalamualaikum reader , 

guess its time for a new headstart before i turn 21st . 

Realising all the people i love and cherish most decide to slowly move away 

from my life .

Sad but apa pon , tu keputusan Allah mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya . 

* one side kening ter-naik * 

but nevertheless my family got my back not to forget shobi who was there when 

everyone left and lastly allah . Who constantly on my mind :) 

Shobana , the indian pari who i met at work and!! angkong siao ,  who has a big 

heart and a great great single mother who is raising her son . *hats off * to her ..

Did i mention ?

She is also a good friend . We've been through a lot well not together but we literally 

share the same stories . she know whats going on with my life , so am i . 

Nobody appreciate us but we're being supportive towards each other aiming for our goals together .

I hope our friendship will last longer , less akwardness ..  hehe . see you soon shob .. mwa xx .. 

Its one day away from my 21st birthday . 

Mom and dad decide to buy me Victoria Secret Full Set hekhek . Well yea i did ask for it . 

Initially i wanted a gold bracelet for my 21st birthday eversince i had the gold necklace i just want more hahaha . But terikot kepada kemampuan la of course ...

So since , i couldn't ask more from my parents so i ask them for an Al Quraan with Rumi and Makna & also the Victoria Secret Full Set . 

Got the Victoria Secret Full Set as an advance birthday present but the Al Quraan probably belated, well they planning to invite a lot of my cousin for my 21st birthday i hope its not crowded . 

i just don't feel like doing a grand celebration . Family. Doa selamat simple okay la . But my parents insist so theres nothing much i can do . 

I dont fancy grand celebration . But my parents think 21st is the best year to have a grand celebration. 

Anyway, i know they are trying their best to make me happy and a memorable 21st birthday probably a little something for me to remember in the next 10/20 years something like a nostalgia .

I definitely remember 2016 as the most painful year of all . ALWAYS .

Nevertheless , kite doakan semuanya berjalan dgn lancar .. aminn~