mentally abused

                                                                           

why do i have this kind of people who stay

with the same roof top with me ? 

i dont know to who else i should let out 

all my feelings. 

who will even listen to me when no one ever did .

Why do i have to feel like this when i have him in my life ?

sometime i wonder why did i even exist if im really 

useless.No one care , no one loves me . i wish i was dead . so i dont get scoldings for nothing . all i needed was a bit of care and concern.if my parents dont at least you .please . im begging you im tired of living my life this way. i just wanna step out of everything. ya allah tolong hambamu ini ya allah . i need you.
 i need your guidance . im mentally and physically abused everyday .
 it doesnt make me stronger anymore , but weaker . 

weaker .