I started feeling bad for reasons I couldn't explain. Everything started bothering me more that usual a lot of times, my thoughts were so paralyzing that I couldn't think about or do anything else.

My family life has always been sort of bad because we all don't get along, so I've always avoided my parents. They're always yelling for no reason. They've always made me feel like crap so I never talk to them. Unfortunately, the fact that you have no help from anyone.

(along with all this other fear of things), my parents not allowing us to express anger, and getting made fun of a lot for being weird was driving me crazy. I wanted to die.