alhamdulilah , finally i manage to try a day with hijab on .

to be in hijab is not something so easy it took some time to consider .. and on top of that I'm overly attached to a men . But i wanna change into a better me . Honestly, i never felt this way before whatever I've been thru are too too mainstream . I'm trying my best to take in everything . 

As I'm typing my blog i could feel my heart is pulling . like anytime my tears will roll over my cheek. wonder what is that so . is it because i think a lot ? or is it ..... hais i don't know . 

i just need guidance . think what best i should do is take a shower and solat  .

time pun da 7:29 pm . solat maghrib jap . 

Ya allah kau tenangkan fikiranku , 

kau mempermudahkan hari2 ku ya allah ,

berikan ku kekuatan untuk terus kan hidupku 

dan lindungi aku ya allah :'(