insan yang lemah .

bismillah hirrahman nirrahim ....

 

assalamualaikum readers ,

 

its rather been quite sometimes since i last blog .

and here i am back again .. sadly , drowning as well .

 

Things always look amazing when you started to fall in love again isn't ?

But as day passes, kita lupa dengan apa yang kita ada dan kita sibuk sangat megejarkan apa yang kita inginkan.. Rather than being thankful of what we have rather than being happy than what was already given by Allah S.A.W .

 

Ni masaalah dunia kita .

 

We always wanted more .. Sering sangat nak tinggikan diri sendiri daripada'nya dan selalu nak above'nya ,

 

subhanallah..

 

how selfish can I be .

 

But manusia tak pernah lari dari kesilapan . Setiap kesilapan yang kita alami kita amik sebagai satu pelajaran .

 

Im starting to love myself before anyone. Cause I believe that I can be better than what I am I can be better than what I were . Single , Attached , Its Complicated , im gonna make it through .

 

Insy'allah with Allah by my side everything will go smoothly .

 

Mom and dad , im so sorry for disappointing you again .

Im sorry if i couldn't be the best . I'll try ..Faghira akan cuba sedaya upaya faghira kalau ada jodoh insyallah tak kemana . Tapi Faghira harap mak dan bapak tak menaru harapan sangat . Faghira tahu that the least that i can do for you after all the shit i make the both of you go through .

 

Im trying mom .

Im trying dad .

Im sorry , i'll make it better , i'll be tougher .

 

'kun fa ya kun ..

If it meant to be it will be, insyallah .

 

im not as holy as i am .

Im' a sinner .

 

ps: Berjaya atau tidak , itu bukan hak kita . Kuasa allah..

 

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh